Thursday, March 26, 2009
feeling frozen
no, not physically since it's starting to warm up here. rather i feel frozen mentally in a state of unknowing. on march 31st i'll have to decide what to do about next school year. right now i have two basic options. option 1 is to come back to mongolia for another year. option 2 is to return to the states and move to chicago to be near my boyfriend. i am realizing that if the decision were just up to me, i would have picked 2 long ago. but i feel like i need to wait a few more days to see if there is any major movement in my elic financial account that would be Father's way of telling me to stay in mongolia. as things stand right now, i have too much of a deficit to return. even so, i've been given the 31st as a deadline, so i feel like i need to wait until then to say for sure what i'll be doing this august. Father knows what i'll be doing, and i have to seek him. Will you join me in asking for his best?
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My dear- life is so serious sometimes, right? But God knows your heart, and your love for Him. You are His precious child. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lead not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight." God is ultimately in control, right? If the finances don't come through, then it is God's will for you to return to the US:) If the funds show up, one more year in Mongolia:) What an exciting spontaneous adventure it is being a child of the Most High:) I love you dear sister! I'm so proud of you:) Love, Renee
we are in the same spot. moving near the bf is not the end of your m' career. just another step. after all your plan is to do ministry together so eventually you will need to be together to make that happen. we are in the hole with money too. iwill be liftin you up
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